Initiate and Integrate

self may be attracted to Identify with Conditioning Source's attempts to to have This self follow theIr Othering Motivating ACTion (whether passive or active, Thought or Physical Movement), creating Positive Gravity Trajectory with that Source and solidifying self-Identification and resulting Myopic Attention, awareness and loss of Connection

OR

self may be appalled and create a Negative repelling Gravity away from the Conditioning Source's attempts to have This self follow theIr Othering Motivating ACTion (whether passive or active, Thought or Physical Movement)

Storing the associated Emotion realized by sharing events with Other(s). This is stored in cellular Memory across the entire body, and not just in the brain organ.

Associations can be emotionally triggered from both Cognitive impact or Physical reactions.

Positive intellectual affirmations or negative denials and rejections of one's "intelligence".

Physical Impressions may involve a specific sensory input or all combined 5 senses, used to recall and unpack the associated memory impression later when in similar events and scenarios.

Going within my [part of] Body, in the absence of words and Concepts, just Feeling the Action from Other and self.

Contemplating the origin of motivation and realizations, for This self and Others.

Deeply imprinting FACTs (Acts of Feeling) into Body Memory, within each cell of This being.  Comparing and contrasting with prior FACTs, replacing memories if the recent FACT was more salient and congruent with my Experiencing, especially if This i was awake[nd] by this FACT.

Going within my [part of] Mind, interpreting Symbol and Sound with past Body Memory FACTs correlation.

Contemplating the origin of motivation and realizations, for This self and Others, interpolating Concepts from FACTs.  Sensory substitution through conceptual association.

Deeply imprinting Concepts into Body Memory, within each cell of This being.  Comparing and contrasting with prior FACTs, replacing memories if the recent FACT was more salient and congruent with my Experiencing, especially if This i was awake[nd] by this FACT.

This is where we as a self-apart, come into Existing (but not yet knowing ... we are asleep, in full Condition Potential Mode.

Making sense of influences from Other, we enter a Reality -- whether [un]Shared beyond This Self -- as a self-apart, first through passive Conceptualization and beLIEf that we are [becoming] a self-apart

Thoughts and Behaviors that wire together, fire together (in the future). Schemas for filtering, quick recall, and personal protection / survival.

Intellectual shared space begins here. Concepts associated with physical impressions received in shares space with Others, begin to form Likes and Dislikes, shaping Personality and forging a more narrow path for Intellectual quests.

self may be attracted to Identify with Conditioning Source's attempts to to have This self follow theIr Othering Motivating ACTion (whether passive or active, Thought or Physical Movement), creating Positive Gravity Trajectory with that Source and solidifying self-Identification and resulting Myopic Attention, awareness and loss of Connection

OR

self may be appalled and create a Negative repelling Gravity away from the Conditioning Source's attempts to have This self follow theIr Othering Motivating ACTion (whether passive or active, Thought or Physical Movement)

Actively seeking acceptance and affirmation from Other(s) that we aspire to be equal with or better than, in a categorized (labeled & judged) dimension of living.

Seeking to know 'this self' is existing as evident through intentional [awake] responses or unintentional [subconscious] reactions from Other(s), be they Cognitive or Perceptual, affirmations or denials.

As we encounter silence or direct rejection, we are compelled to Rebell outward to further extremes of activity. OR, we Resign back towards our [life pattern's] essence.

External influences may encourage our ongoing Rebellion or Resignation.

These influences may be supporting our Rebellion through our own self Seeking of Consideration [of being a unique influencer], or they may resist our Rebellion encouraging and supporting us to rebalance towards our Essence.

Did this influencer manufacture or inflate our lower sense of self worth, as they sought Affirmation from us as 'their follower'?

Did they truly know our Essence and sincerely wish to rebalance us back to that essence?   Or are they again, living vicariously through us (ourself) by suggesting what we should do, to indirectly and passively satisfy their own COG?

We GIVE authority towards either type of influence.  Most often, we don't know that we do this.

The affirming rebel and the denying 'sage' could be operating from their own COG (Conditioning Origin Gap, between Personality and Essence).   They might offer 'this you' support that is more inclined towards their own Consideration seeking and less about your own Peace in a return to rebalancing with your own Life Pattern's Essence [Moving, Thinking, Feeling].

emphasis on 'my body' and its capabilities, as defining 'this me'

Striving through Rebellion away from essence - remembering one's connection with every-thing, to convince others of one's significance and distinction, by Physically influencing and possibly dominating Other(s).

Seeking to know 'this self' is existing as evident by responses or reactions from Other(s), be they Cognitive or Perceptual affirmations or denials.

As we encounter silence (physical submission), or direct rejection (physical resistance), we are compelled to Rebel outward to further extremes of activity. OR, we Resign back to our essence.  External influences may encourage our ongoing Rebellion or Resignation.